Sunday, May 20, 2007

wanted ta blog before it hits midnight.
muahaha.

okay. about sat.

SATURDAY first :

had kayak trng in the morn.
woke up at 645. thanks jo for the morning call.
otherwise i wont even be awake.

thought we were gonna be late.
but made it there in the nick of time xD
fantastic skills huh. hehe

met at 8am at khatib mrt.
there's this senior kayaker that me and jo was kinda wary of.
not entirely in a bad way.
but. hmm. how shld i put it.
just not a really good feeling ta see her.
cus' then we'll havta perform. hahh.
and keep up with the pace of the rest.

so disappointed.
ran such a short one round along the pavement
and i felt like i was choking.
gee.
not sure if its psychological or smthng.
but just cldnt run.
ohwells.
anyway. there was overflowing of pple.
so we hadta split into 2 grps.
i got into the senior's grp. she's called sam.
hmm.
played some crappy games ta past time and
she thought us the basics of kayak strokes.
muahaha.
der was this guy beside me that was really giving her a hard time
even i cld understand. he couldnt.
guess sometimes when there's a mindset about smthng,
its harder to learn and change.
ohwells.
thank God i've changed.
learnt to listen and accept i guess.

anyway.
hahah. FINALLY SEA TRAINING.
super happy. hehhe.
makes land training more tolerable sumhow.
oh btw. we got the fat kayak and we were stil struggling
to balance while rowing.
imagine an arrow shaped kayak.
width just big enough to fit our butts in.
OMG.
THAT'S THE SPRINT KAYAK!! and its SUPER COOL!
hopefully i'm gd enough and can get to learn
to use it in a few months from now hehh.
it helps when der's a friend presevering thru with u.
thanks jo:) and for everything else.

well. we went edge straight. heh.
slacked around at north point for alil. or rather super long.
my shoulders were totally screwed.
as if i'm carrying a boulder around.

hmm. after edge wenta watch a friend's game.
whow. its been long since i stepped into STTA.
had a nostalgic feeling sumhow.
brought back quite alot of memories.
back in those days...............
HAHAHA!

how i miss those days..
the many times where we were going crazy about tabletennis.
spent soo much time together just e 3 of us.
plus the rest of the t.t gang.
all e matches till late.
chasing after the world players when they came.
ohman.

i miss them sooo much.
sigh-
i can just go on and on.. hahaha

FOR NOW.
i'm bloody pisst.
if only i can heck it all.
damn annoyed.
sorry evie.
hadta listen to all my crap.
hahah.
some pple just are soooo ARGH.
come on. just get it over and done with.
i'm doing a report with one of the ppl in my tiny clique.
K.
damn.
so annoying.
earlier on she said she'll pass me her part of it in e afternn.
bullshit.
now's past midnight and i just got it from her.
AND ITS HALFDONE.
OBVIOUS that's its last min work.
damn it. 10marks! and this is how she wants ta do it.
dont feel like changing it for her.
but then i'll get low marks too.
ASSHOLIC CRAPP!
freakit.
having a really bad headache now.
and i've stil gotta go sch tmr.
to hand it up.
darn.
impt lectures tmr too.
sheesh.
so annoyed.
help me God.
too tired to say more about it.
there's other things.

wahlau.
this ppl really sucks.
i hate proj work as much as them.
but stil.
marks are at stake.
pls think for others.
dont always EXPECT that others will clear up behind u.
i WILL NEVER do that.
HELL NO.
freak it.
argh. gonna go do finish and polish up the report now
INCLUDES DOING HER freaking SHARE.
no words more to say`


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